Samia – “The Night Josh Tillman Listened to My Song”.

   Hey people! 🙂 

 

   Today I thought I’d share with you a song that has captured my attention last year very much, and still whenever I listen to it, it really makes me think and raises a lot of feelings for me, because I think it’s so very interesting and unusual! I don’t really know much about Samia, I’ve listened to some of her other music after I accidentally came across this song for the first time, but her other songs didnn’t quite strike a chord for me as much as this one did. I first heard it on Spotify, there’s that thing on there called autoplay which will play similar music after what you’ve been listening to ends, and that’s how I came across it and it just played in the background in my room. What first captured my attention about this song was its melody, but as I listened to it again and more closely, it was the lyrics that really intrigued me. She wrote this song for the musician Josh Tillman, aka Father John Misty, one of her early musical influences. And I think it is so bold and courageous of her to do, to expose her deep feelings in this song like that, all the inner conflict that she has going on around this fascination with him, and obviously she didn’t just write this song and lock it away somewhere but actually shared it with the world, taking the risk (very high I think) that one day Josh Tillman may indeed decide to Google his name or learn about this song some other way and have a listen to it, and think something about it, and possibly about her as well. She’s even sure that he’ll hate it but she put it out there anyway, even though, despite implying that she doesn’t really care about his opinion, it sounds like at least a part of her does care. To me, that’s a really brave and I guess quite an unusual thing to do, and an intriguing topic to write a song on. Even though I have no idea about Father John Misty other than being vaguely familiar with the name, every time I listened to this song I was wondering whether he actually heard it aand what was his reaction, and at some point I came across an interview with Samia where she said that he put it on his playlist, but according to her is probably a bit scared of her now. I guess people often respond to things like this by feeling creeped out which is understandable in a way but also kind of sad because that’s hardly the fascinated party’s intention. 😀 

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