Question of the day (11th August).

Let’s talk a bit about our daily habits.

What time do you wake up?

My answer:

Really hard to say. It’s different almost every day, or at least every few days. It depends on which timezone my brain clock is at the moment. As you may know if you’re a regular reader of my blog, I have a problem with circadian rhythm, probably mostly due to that I am blind and don’t have any light perception or anything so my brain is probably permanently confused whether it’s day or night, but I’ve also learnt that pituitary is in some way responsible for controlling circadian rhythm – not sleep-wake cycle as such I guess or I’m not sure about this particular thing, but circadian rhythm in general, in any case, it could be relevant since I have hypopituitarism, and mental health surely plays a huge role with sleep problems as well. – Whatever is the reason, that’s how my brain works, and I’m mostly okay with it at the moment, of course it can be annoying but I am now having the luxury of being in charge of my own time at this point so I can usually decide when I need sleep and when trying to sleep doesn’t make much sense so it’s better to stay up and do something constructive. I used to supplement melatonin but it would work only to some extend, meanwhile giving me loads of vivid nightmares. I have a PRN sleep med which helps and I try to have some kind of a sleep-wake schedule at least in theory, something to aim to I’d say, but what probably makes my sleep problems worse is also that I’m not the best at sticking to sleep routine, but also I don’t want to be too obsessed with it as that could get more stressful than helpful long-term I guess. So that being said, my waking time shifts depending on my current circadian rhythm, and my circadian rhythm seems to depend on a lot of things, external and internal, I guess I’m not even aware of all of them, funny thing is also that with my sleeping and waking times, my need for sleep also changes kind of in cycles and sometimes I feel the need to sleep a lot, and sometimes I feel rested after just a few hours and get lots of energy at night, or don’t sleep at all.

With my “ideal” sleeping schedule, I try to wake up at 7:30, because I’ve figured out after some experiments that it seems to be a generally optimal time for me, though as I said, it can look different in practice. I have an alarm – previously on my PlexTalk, now on the iPhone – and I try to stick to it when possible, but when I’m not asleep say by 3 AM I just turn it off so it doesn’t wake me in case I will fall asleep until 7:30, since usually falling asleep that late I’ll also probably need to sleep a bit longer than that, or when I feel very sleepy and it goes off I just turn it off, go back to sleep for however long I need and don’t care, unless I have somewhere to go or something really important to do on time. Also when my depression is particularly bad, sleep is my best friend, as long as I can get it, and then I turn into a real sleep escapist if only I can do it and have no plans, and turn the alarm off altogether, and turn it back on again when I feel more motivated to actually live or when it’s really necessary for me to get up at a specific time. At the moment though, I’ve been sticking to my normal waking time since a few days and I like it, though my falling asleep time is later than it should be in theory so I’m not getting a whole lot of sleep but I’m not feeling it really.

How does it work for you? Do you have any sleep routine at all and if so, are you good at sticking to it? πŸ™‚


11 thoughts on “Question of the day (11th August).”

  1. In thinking about it, I guess I’m all over the place too… Sometimes I wake at 4:15 or 4:30am.. just as the sun begins to rise.. then back to sleep… But, normally, if I don’t have an alarm set, I sleep until about 8am…

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      1. As I ease towards my 57th birthday, I’m recalibrating my entire life… I’m no longer seeing the need to get up before dawn.. praying I can slow down as I reroute everything!! ⏳⏱️

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  2. I really, really wish for you that you had access to better meds or supplements. Don’t forget to try the hops sometimes! Great for putting you to sleep!!

    When do I wake up? The ideal time is … I’d say … 10:00, because then I can join my dad, who gets up around then, on his morning walk; and he and I can walk LuLu around the block together. That’s the ideal. The reality can be anywhere from 8:30 (waking up too early, and I’ll need a nap!) to 1:00 PM (uncommon, but sometimes I really need some catchup sleep).

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    1. Oh yeah, I haven’t tried the hops so far as I constantly forget about it when ordering supplements or when my Mum does, but I’ll have to at some point. On the other hadn like I said at the moment my jet-lagged brain isn’t a huge problem so I don’t feel really awful with the way things are, I’ve gotten used to it over the years and have a distance to it so it’s not a huge problem.
      Oh yeah, you’ve got to catch up on sleep sometimes. My record has been 2 AM to 6 PM. πŸ˜€ That was so crazy.


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