Hi guys. 🙂
Here’s another little series of questions, this time about different kinds of things that we are doing. The first one I have for you is:
What are you thinking?
My answer:
I’m thinking that I’m soon going to sleep, or to bed at least, and then hopefully to sleep, and that I’d like to have Misha with me. I am also thinking about a great deal of Welsh learning that I did today and am glad of it, I mean of my hard work at least, not much of the results, but I think they’ll come with time and I guess they aren’t that very bad, as the stuff I’m doing is really quite tricky.
How about you? 🙂
My Inner MishMash 
I’m thinking about the to-do list I need to first write and then tackle with a million little errands on it: get car’s oil changed, get replacement filter part for fishtank, etc. I’m also excited about the KY Derby, which is this Saturday! I always play the ponies!!
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Wow that sounds like you have loads of things to do! 🙂
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I’m thinking that I need a cup of coffee! And I’m thinking how shocking this show I am watching is, its about crimes that took place in ireland! I probably shouldnt watch it as it is reinacting the crimes!
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Hope they’re not too unsettling for you. I am usually not easily scared by reading or watching crime stories/shows, but often when I watch something like that at night I do feel a bit uneasy. Enjoy your coffee if you’ll make it. 🙂 I so regret that I had to quit drinking it recently.
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They don’t usually scare me either. I’m having a nice cup of coffee now and relaxing, why did you quick coffee?
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I had to quit coffee because I have recently figured out that it was contributing to my anxiety and jitteriness in the mornings, if I drank coffee I would usually feel worse in this regard, so although I love coffee to pieces, now I try to really restrict it. It’s kind of tricky though as I have low blood pressure all the time and coffee used to help me with that. 😀
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I’m thinking soon my daughter’s principal is going to be dropping by, she is bringing us two meals from a fundraiser someone donated tickets for. Except I didn’t have gas in the car to go 20 miles there. Scumbag brain says it’s a ploy to see if my kid has a fit home since I am known to be very poor at housekeeping.
Then I am gonna be thinking, my belly is full, it was a nice gesture for the principal to think of us and deliver, and I will look forward to sleep. And continue to obsessively think about their evil plot to prove me unfit by coming into my messy safe space.
This current dysphoric state as I quit Lexapro and start Abilify combined with wacko hormones has me feeling really truly clinically insane in my perceptions.
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That sucks you’re feeling so horrible, I’m really sorry to hear that. Well it’s nice that she’s going to bring you meals, but if she has indeed such a hidden motive as you say that’s pretty awful, everyone would feel awful being controlled like that. I hope she realises how difficult it is to be a parent and have a mental illness like you are. And in any case I hope that at least you’ll enjoy your meals. 🙂
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We ate everything but the chicken bones and containers 😀
And there was no nefarious motives. But an hour ago you couldn’t have convinced me otherwise. Depressive distortion is cruel.
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Yeah I know that. And you also always think more clearly when you’re not hungry.
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