Question of the day (29th April).

What are you feeling?

My answer:

Ooooooh lots of things now. First, as I wrote with my last question of the day post, I’m a bit sleepy and tired from all the steam that my brain has produced absorbing Welsh language for 2 and a half hours. I’m also a little bit frustrated that it’s going so damn slowly and that I can’t seem to understand much without reading the English translation first. I’m also hopeful though, that it’s going to change if I’m going to be determined enough. I’ve been feeling slightly anxious, that is slightly more than my baseline is, I’m fairly anxious on my baseline already I guess compared with most people, but never mind, it’s not a big deal at this point. But, all that is vague and unimportant now!… Just a few minutes ago, just as I was preparing to write this post and go off to sleep, I got an email, that changed everything for me today! šŸ˜€ It sounds like exaggerated and exalted but I’m serious about that actually. I got an email from Bandcamp, notifying me of a “new release from Gwilym Bowen Rhys”! For those uninitiated/not remembering such a small yet very important detail in my Mishmashy world, Gwilym Bowen Rhys is my current crush, my dominant crush that is. Yyyyyyyyyaaayyyyy! I only wonder how could I miss that?! I mean, usually, when such things are about to happen, I know about them way ahead, not just like this, at the last minute. Maybe it was something spontaneous though it doesn’t look like that to me. Well that’s not important now but if not Bandcamp being so kind, I’d probably miss it… and that would be a tragedy! So, OK, how do I feel about it? my crushes always make me feel more positive, more creative, ’cause in a way they’re a bit more than my crushes, they’re like my inspirations, fascinations, they are very important to me, even if it’s ridiculous because I don’t know them personally, I don’t think though that’s a good indicator of who/what should be important to anyone so I don’t know if it really is that ridiculous, they keep me afloat on many of my bad days, help me indirectly to develop myself. I feel very intrigued, and much less sleepy now, and am really looking forward to hearing that album. I believe though that if you’re listening to some piece of music for the first time, and it is important to you, you need the right atmosphere for that if you want to be a good listener and a fair critic. Plus I’ve always had a hint of masochistic tendencies, ( just kidding). But I’m thinking whether maybe I should wait with listening to this album, when I have time to really get into it and when I am fully focused and not sleepy and tired. Some actually say that waiting for something nice is actually more pleasurable than the thing itself… The question is whether I can survive so long, with such an overwhelming curiosity. šŸ˜€ We shall see. OK but I’m off to sleep now, it’s past midnight already. ANother thing I’m surprised about, didn’t think it’s that late, i had an honest intention of going to sleep early today. Well hope at least I can sleep well. And going to find Misha to accompany me for the night.

OK so, how about your feelings right now? šŸ™‚

8 thoughts on “Question of the day (29th April).”

  1. That is so exciting!! Yeah, it’s like when your fave author comes out with a new book in the series!! I definitely think you should cherish the moment of listening to the new album!!

    I know exactly what you mean. I have a lot of connections with people I’ve never met because they inspire me, or motivate me, or similar.

    This one time, I was selling some old paperbacks from the 1990s on eBay, and the name of the buyer was the author herself! (And she has a unique three-part name.) I sent her an email saying, “Oh my gosh, I’m so excited to sell these old books of yours back to you! I’m your biggest fan!” But she never replied. šŸ˜€ Oh well. HA HA HA!

    I’m feeling worried about my knee pain and tired, yet my mood is good. I’ve been fatigued ever since Sammy Samson left, because I think I’m more prone to energy dips than mood dips. (Praise God for that!)

    Keep us posted about the new album!!

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    1. Yes exactly, it’s like that, I have the same thing with authors although on a slightly lower level as my crushes are normally musical. šŸ™‚ Wow what a luck you had to sell those paperback to your favourite author, though pity she didn’t reply. Sorry about your knee pain, hopefully it’s nothing too serious I know knee pain can be lingering, my Zofijka struggles with it a lot, so just hope that’s not the case with you. And also hope that you can soon regenerate and get some more energy. Yes, I’m sure that some of the songs on this album will be featured in my song of the day series at some point.

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